slip into the moment
slip into the moment
between night and day
slip into the moment
between the breathing in
and the breathing out
into the moment between
the thought and the word
that moment between
the silence and the noise
imagine stepping from a dancing boat
onto the solid shore
imagine that split second where
you are suspended in mid air –
imagine
if just then a passer-by
taking a photo of the view beyond -
the sparkling sea, the far horizon,
the white clouds drifting - caught you,
spirit-like, hovering
not in the boat, not on the land
suspended, defying the weight of flesh and blood and bone
slip into that moment if you can
slip into that moment if you dare
slip into that moment if you care
to find out who you really are
love poem
you have knocked me off-balance
I walk like a drunk
tripping over
dogs, falling off
kerbs, walking out in front of
cars and trucks
this is so physical
this disorientation
this disintegration
a woman is at the door
returning a leg
I left at the local store
I look in the mirror
surprised I'm still there
picasso has been messing with my face
my eyes are on my nose
my ears are on my chin
and salvador has curled my hair
into a lovesick grin
I daren't go out
my body is diffused with light
I might dissolve in the sun
I defy gravity
my head hurts from bumping off clouds
I search books for a cure
letters dance on the page
refuse to be read
leap and spin a crazy jig
to the rhythm of my heart
to the music in my head
I would call out for help –
but my voice has grown wings
it's perched out on the widow ledge
chirrupping your name
you have knocked me off-balance
I think I'm going insane
I think I'm going
I think I'm going to tell you soon
I love you
When I am an old woman…
When I am an old woman, I shall wear beige
a bloodless, weary colour. And I shall let my hair turn grey
and wispy as a winter's day.
I will keep myself to myself
in a room filled with photographs
of grandchildren I never see
I'll flick idly through my memories
chuckling wryly at the wildness of my youth
I shall never go out in the rain
for fear of shrinkage
and sudden disappearance down a gushing drain.
On dry days I'll wrap up sensibly and venture forth
to gather from my garden the lost footballs of the neighbours' children.
Quietly and with dignity
I will stab them with my kitchen knife
and rejoice
that at last I am old enough
to be the grumpy old lady who lives next door.
I will expect young people
to stand up on the bus to let me have their seat.
Oh what glee I'll feel to know
I AM that elderly disabled person on the window sticker.
I will demand my place - after all these years – at last! At last!
I'll have a zimmer too, and a tartan shopping trolley
and make a point of tripping up young mothers
with impossibly cheery, cherub-cheeked children.
I will lean into prams and oooh and aahhh
and quietly nip the sleeping babes
then tut my disapproval at their wailing.
Oh really I can't wait to be old and grumpy!
I'll wear wrinkly support tights
and big comfy knickers
and never worry about getting knocked down by a bus – why
I'll be half-dead already - what will I care!
I'll blow on my tea, and moan about my haemorrhoids
when the minister comes to call
and dunk my custard cream and slurp my soup
and chomp my gums …
But if ever, ever that day comes
when I want to wear purple -
shove me in a home without delay
and with my blessing throw the key away.
Magi Gibson